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Week 13 - ending 4/1: Dreaming
The other night I had one of my recurring dreams. Throughout my life, thus far, I have had two dreams occur more often than any others....
Apr 1, 20233 min read
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Week 12 - ending 3/25: Perspective
I used to believe that if you transitioned from one relationship to another, with little or no time alone, you never dealt with the...
Mar 25, 20232 min read
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Week 11 - ending 3/18: Lose Yourself to Find Yourself
I am at that point in life, the mid-life crisis. In the last 3 years several people, I thought would be lifelong friends, have left my...
Mar 18, 20232 min read
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Week 10 - ending 3/11: Finding Rhythm
In February I started guitar lessons. I played the piano from around age 5 until I was in high school so I have a music background....
Mar 11, 20232 min read
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Week 9 - ending 3/4: Unconditional Love
In 'olelo Hawai'i, me ke aloha pau 'ole means with unconditional or never-ending love. Me ke aloha translates to with love or with my...
Mar 4, 20232 min read
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Week 8 - ending 2/25: Stillness and Chaos
I found a note in my phone from 12/12/2020 that read: I am attracted to those who sit in silence and stillness among the chaos I am...
Feb 25, 20232 min read
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Week 7 - ending 2/18: Intellect or Anxiety
I recently learned there is a difference between thinking for intellectual purposes or curiosity, and thinking as a result of anxiety....
Feb 18, 20232 min read
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Week 6 - ending 2/11: What You Love About Yourself
I was doing a guided meditation today. A few minutes in the guide said to think of five things you love about yourself. I couldn't. I...
Feb 11, 20231 min read
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Week 5 - ending 2/4: Distractions
My legs are shaking from hours of sex Sex that I used as a distraction to...
Feb 4, 20231 min read
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Week 4 - ending 1/28: Security
I tend to get a lot of thinking done while I run. Memories, realizations and ideas will flood in as I travel down the road. The other day...
Jan 28, 20232 min read
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Week 3 - ending 1/21: Magnetic Poetry
When I was in college I lived in a house with three other female roommates. Between the four of us there were always people wandering in...
Jan 21, 20231 min read
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Week 2 - ending 1/14: Gratitude and Thoughtfulness
This was a heavy week. The energy was dense and emotional. Instead of diving into the emotion while still in the storm, I decided to pull...
Jan 14, 20232 min read
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Week 1 - ending 1/7: Me, Myself and I
Blog post #1. I am not sure where this blog will go, but my hope is that it improves with time. I have decided to create weekly posts...
Jan 7, 20233 min read
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